I REALLY have forgotten what it's like to haul five year old's around in public! They dawdle, they are noisy and rambunctious! At least for the most part I am too old to care and I realize they to will grow up and become civilized human beings. This is a very disconcerting time for me as I wake up in the morning and think I should do this-oh I can't I am committed to daycare. While yes I can still do laundry and clean house while they are here, there are a great many things I cannot do or should I say I don't wish to attempt with them in tow. I used to go to the temple at least every other week, I can no longer wake up and say today is the day. I have to plan and work around them. It is also sad to admit that even with my own kids I hated half day kindergarten- as a mother it is a total waste. You have to drop everything at 11 am and cater to the kids or least drive over to their school and pick them up.
The girls themselves seem to be acclimating just fine. They have good days, less than good days and really bad days, but don't we all? It's just amazing that their bad day can turn my good day into a bad day too!
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